Wednesday, December 16, 2009

A Hard Day

I'm sitting by Ava's bedside for what seems the 10,000th hour. I am waiting and I don't know what for. But I do it.



I want to be home with my babies and not leave them. I don't want to hit and run parent them. I want to hold them in my arms and never let go. I wish I could always hold onto Eric and now Ava too.



I honestly don't know why Ava clings to life with such determination. I wonder if I need to learn to embrace the life I've been given in such a way. The life that God gives us is precious there is so much to learn from two little 4 month olds.

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